I let go the hand
of my old self; my stomach
clenches. I will
*
travel hidden paths
until I find out how to
just be myself and
*
know that I am not
my job or any job; not
even one I love.
I let go the hand
of my old self; my stomach
clenches. I will
*
travel hidden paths
until I find out how to
just be myself and
*
know that I am not
my job or any job; not
even one I love.
Stones speak names to those
Who visit. Those who visit
Leave stones, heart to heart.
Grass seed lies scattered
like candy sprinkles, ready
to attach to earth.
Fear grinds my gut;
Longing breaks my heart.
I ache, love, hold–
Trying to delay the blow,
Holding to now, now
And you, you.
The following story was written for Friday Fictioneers, the weekly prompt provided by Rochelle on her blog, Addicted to Purple. We get a photo for inspiration and no more than 100 words to tell a story. Check out Rochelle’s blog and her impressive writing! This week’s photo is from J. Hardy Carroll. Also, if you’d like to read more responses to this prompt, or if you’d like to add your own, click on the blue frog below.
Photo Prompt copyright J Hardy Carroll
Legacy
(100 words)
Stepping through the doorway into the rampant weeds, I’m a child again, and Dad’s brought me here to explain his childhood. Trees stretch up toward him now, not stopping to tell any secrets.
I wish I’d paid more attention.
Now, my imagination takes over. Kitchen, there—bedroom, here.
And the fire started here, where there’s a bare patch in this wilderness. It’s silly to think nature remembers what I’ve forgotten, but still. Dad left home after that, another of grandpa’s drunken mistakes.
What about mine? Would Dad return to the scenes of my betrayals? Would he find anything worth saving?
I tear–unravel–
into limp, snarled threads; my thoughts
collapse. All’s fragments.
Pot roast cooks while the
TV drones; my jaw clenches.
A fly, somehow, got
in, and it buzzes
and lands on the lamp, walking
its silent feet up
the shade and you have
asked me a question about
visiting down Maine
while our baby sleeps,
but suddenly stirs, her brow
furrowed, voice plaintive
until the nightmare
passes—she clutches my shirt
and releases it.